guh. my heart.

okay, anyway. hi! i'm updating! so. yesterday i spent most of the day at rachel's so we could study history and english. not like it helped much... i kind of fucked up the history quiz, LIKE I DO EVERY WEEK, but whatever. i'm annoyed, because i have straight As (well, one B), but they're all, like... 91s. i know i should not be bitching about having straight As, but i know i can do better than 91s. it almost feels like it doesn't count, you know?

i'm really, really excited for harvest. this is the dress i want. i'm just ordering it in a large and hoping to the great powers above that it fits. i'm also pretty excited about going with dan. i don't know what that means. but hey.

i gained a pound this week. *groans* i need to keep up with running 3 times a week and watching what i eat. but i did discover that i can have my favorite snack today and still have burned more calories. :]

xoxo



30 September 2006, 4:17 PM

goodbye for the last time
♪: augustana - stars and boulevards

i'm listening to dan on the radio right now and it's so weird because i realize i haven't even heard his voice in like... 3 weeks. he sounds stupid. haha. you know what's really funny, is i'm not even lying to be strong. i really feel like that.

jackass last night was honestly one of the funnest times i've ever had at the movies. i was late because my mom accidentally went WAY out of the way to get around a wreck, but whitney and canadan waited for me so it was cool. the movie was fucking insane. my jaw hurt from gasping/laughing so much. i didn't need to see all those balls though. hahaha. and afterwords The Freshman was there and we all made fools out of ourselves. woo! i also saw jon and he's chopped off all his hair but whatev.

this morning i SLEPT. IN. it was wonderful. i went driving for awhile and didn't do anything bad except stall out TWICE when this person was behind me... ughhh... embarassing. but hey, i hadn't stalled out until then and i'm getting much better at shifting. i also watched lost in translation, finally. i didn't like it as much as i thought i would. i mean, it was really moving, and scarlett johansson was adorable, but i'm not really into japanese culture and the movie moved really slowly. oh well, i'm glad i saw it.

tonight we're going to a picnic at my mom's old secretary's house... yep... should be fun.

xoxo



29 September 2006, 4:32 PM

my best side was your worst invention
♪: taking back sunday - liar

hahaha. hi.

i'm not even going to begin to explain in detail everything that's gone on. you want the important stuff? okay. i've been going to shows and concerts a lot, and subsequently i've gotten a lot more outgoing. i made ian watkins of lostprophets kiss me and we met a bunch of rock stars that night. there are really hot boys in local bands. i've talked to some of them.

i'm going with candan to harvest. it'll be fun. i'm pretty excited.

i went to a steelers game for the first time. it was incredibly exciting, even though we lost.

dance and college enrichment have both started up. i found out dan cheated on stephanie. i really have a reason to dislike him now. he's emailed me twice but he won't say hi to me when he sees me in person. the new girl is an ugly whore and stephanie's got a hot date for tomorrow. i'm on steph's side.

i'm going to start updating every day with what's actually been going on. and we're going to pretend i didn't skip updating for a long time. or you can just refer to my lj or gj, if you can see it. yep.

xoxo



12 September 2006, 3:53 PM

and i grow pale without you
♪: taking back sunday - i'll let you live

umm i had a panic attack sunday night and i meant to write but yeah, haven't really had a chance since then. i don't even feel like it now but whatever. uhhh... i was really sick all weekend, but i ended up driving for an hour and a half in a parking lot anyway. it was so much fun, i want to do it again really soon.

sunday we went to pittsburgh to visit my mom's lawyer and her husband. we got indian food and then i went and bought an uglydoll and my dad bought a new order cd. fun stuff, except we didn't get home till really late and i couldn't finish my history, resulting in said panic attack (well, other things contributed to it, but y'know.)

our hot water heater broke on saturday so i've been having to shower at my grandma's/the wise center. both sucked a lot, but we have hot water again now. :] that's a very good thing, trust me.

yesterday i had my first pilates class and it's going to be a good amount of intensity. today ballet starts. woo! also i babysat for a couple of hours last night and the kids were in a bad mood AND mary rose got hurt when cooper threw a ball. not fun. everything's just going wrong lately, haha.

BUT adam lazzara's single again AND i just found this so i think i'm going to be okay. haha.

xoxo



09 September 2006, 12:40 PM

oh it will be alright, oh someday
♪: signal home - a fragile constitutional

i feel pretty much hungover. school literally makes me sick and i've got one bitch of a cold. it's especially frustrating because i was looking forward to a good night's sleep and i kept waking up every few hours. but i feel really good mentally...

the show last night was amazing. i need to go all the time now because it's like GORGEOUS.BOYS.EVERYWHERE. everyone is in love with troy from signal home and they pointed him out to me and from far away i was already like "oooooh". and then when we were standing outside he came up to us to tell us the bands were starting to play, and stood right next to me, and i was like (in my head, duhh) "JADE!" he seriously looks exactly like him, omg. down to the same teeth.

so we admired lots of boys during the first few bands... there was one we'd seen at the fair that i really wanted to talk to, but i didn't. we were most excited for scissus mary because of donny AND blow boy aka mike. and blow boy was vocals... but when he started "singing" it was, like, hardcore yodeling. lmao. i laughed a lot and then decided to watch donny instead. after that was a band called speakerfire and they were really good and their lead singer was HOT so i talked to him a little after they played. later he gave us flyers and invited us to the show tomorrow, woooooo. signal home were freaking awesome, of course, and we even got to talk to troy for awhile afterwords and got hugs from him and yessss. hahaha. so yeah, i have a big crush.

school yesterday was pretty much school. hahaha. i've got canadan wrapped around my finger and it's pretty funny. and i think i did well on a couple of tests. or something. i really can't remember.

today if i'm feeling better i'm going to go drive. i really just want to go back to sleep right now.

xoxo