so it snowed yesterday. and i'm actually fine with it. in fact, it's actually making me feel kind of good. nostalgic, in a good way. you have no idea how happy and relieved that makes me feel.

let me see if i can remember anything before today... wednesday was improv. it was pretty fun. we were all giddy because JILL'S HAVING A BABY!!! (but it's kind of hush-hush, haha.) and leah and i found this big squishy triangular thing to jump & roll on. it was lovely. that night i went to jazz for the last 15 minutes or so, to run through the dance with everyone (our ballet and jazz dances are combined, but the jazz class is much huger than the ballet one). 'twas nuts. modern thursday was lovely, though. i LOVE having the smaller class. and our dance is going to be amazing.

today was enrichment. it was my favorite day so far. i shall explain. the snow makes the campus look really gorgeous and it floods me with memories. my math class is much easier to understand. keith, brandon and kim came to dance. seeing keith and brandon SERIOUSLY dance pretty much made my entire life, and i told them so. then we did structured improv, and i was in a group with leah, erin, kim, and brandon. we rock. after that i sat with leah, erin, christine and kim at lunch and i talked to brandon a lot too. i sometimes click really well and almost better with seniors. it's pretty cool. hung out with erin the rest of the day. shea stole my scarf and i chased him down. he hit me in the face with two snowballs. then i hit him in philosophy class. i finally got him back for something, thank god. philosophy class sucks, because those people are SO close-minded... but leah and i got into an amazing discussion afterword, about souls and religion and just general philosophy on life. i really love talking about this kind of thing with people that think like i do... not even the same opinions, because i'm interested in other opinions (even if i won't adopt them)... but just people that are open-minded and willing to listen and whose mind works the same way, you know? so yeah.

tonight i'm going over to leah's for dinner and we're making indian food. i'm really excited. haha. i think we should watch a movie or something afterword... and then demain nuit i'm going to harry potter with a bunch of people. freaking yay.

i have a great idea for a layout.

i also forgot to mention that jon is really fucking adorable, inside and out.

xoxo



15 November 2005, 4:39 PM

who gets a taste today?
♪: jimmy eat world - nothingwrong

i'm sleepy and bored and lazy. haha. last night was more of the same. but it wasn't bad for a monday, all things considered. i went to dance since i'd missed sunday. it was just me, leah, emily, martin (for about half an hour), and of course cheri. i feel much better about the dance now. when we were done working on things we just stayed and talked. martin came back. it's really great that he dances and he's nice but not creepy. and carla's boyfriend, nate, came too. he's really really awesome, as you'd have to be to date carla. haha. so yeah, i was just chillin' with two of my closest friends and some great college students. it was great.

today we had terra nova testing. it wasn't hard... just long, and it made me sleepy. but i read roald dahl during the breaks, which was just lovely. we finished 'supersize me' in health, which made me mad because i'd been looking forward to that every day. haha. but i don't hate health so much any more. which is good.

tonight i have dance. yep. oh, and i have lots of stuff to look forward to. this weekend harry potter premieres (i'm going saturday), next wednesday is rent (and rent party), then thanksgiving break, during which there will be at least one movie party. i'm really happy. and sleepy. but that's beside the point.

xoxo



13 November 2005, 1:45 PM

we've had some times i wouldn't trade for the world
♪: u2 - red hill mining town

ohmygod, i'm so happy right now. i feel all fluffy. hahaha. last night was harvest and today was seeing amy. :D :D :D

so yesterday i went over to rachel's at like 1, and we took up until about 5:45 to get ready. my dress is black and i went for the '40s look... big curls and really red lipstick. haha. dinner was at 6, and we were a little late, but a lot of my favorite people were there. it was really fun, even though i wasn't hungry and leah ate most of my pasta. haha. EVERYBODY LOOKED SO PRETTY!!! i was jealous.

after that we walked down to dairy queen... yes, along the highway... and then back up because we wanted to find rachel and olivia, but by the time we got back EVERYONE was at dairy queen. we didn't know what to do for the next, like, 45 minutes, so i invited people back to my house. my mom is so cool. she just let me have like 15 random people over. hahaha. so yeah, did that... umm... it was teresa, whitney, rachel, olivia, julia, jeff, yardley, sol, dan, heather, christina, and me, i think.

got to the dance a little before nine. it was sooooo much fun... i got to be with all my favorite people and dance like a slut to the awful hip hop. haha. highlights: screaming along to 'smells like teen spirit', and the fabulous five who shout four on three moments. (we just stood in a circle, connected in some way, and danced) i love us. we stayed until at least midnight, and then leah slept over because we had to get up early.

oh man, i didn't get enough sleep and i'm still SO tired, but it was worth it! I MISSED AMY SO MUCH. she's so cute, and we're seriously the. same. person. hahaha, like, every time one of us says something the other one will be like, "OMG! me too!" she burned me two cds - beck's new one and the arcade fire's super rare ep. i'm really excited. haha. we'll be sending e-mails and i think she's coming up to stay with us in january. YAY!

haha i seriously feel so great. and i have to do my lab. blaaahhhh. but i feel good enough to go to school tomorrow. moral of the story: my friends are the greatest people ever and i love them more than anything in the world.

(when i get a photobucket up with harvest pictures, i'll post the link.)

xoxo



12 November 2005, 9:42 AM

i fall asleep with my friends around me
♪: the shins - so says i

wow, six whole days. i really apologize... half the time i was feeling depressed and i didn't want to talk about it and half the time i was feeling lazy. let me see if i can recall anything really exciting... i actually don't even feel like blogging now, but tonight is harvest and tomorrow i'm going to see amy (!!!) so that entry will be huge enough.

this week was pretty boring because it was a full week, but it wasn't so bad. and next week we have terra nova testing for two days, and the week after that is thanksgiving... hooray!

let's see. on tuesday i went back to dance for the first time in two weeks, and steph doesn't hate me, so we're good. hahaha. and olivia is baaaaackkkk!!! i love her. so class is going to be freaking awesome. and thursday was modern, and our class is sooooo much smaller now, and just people i like. more individual attention with the dancing. and we're not reindeer for the christmas show... but what we actually are is kind of a surprise. ;)

wednesday i went to improv but i didn't feel like dancing, so i sat and watched. i love how jon gets so in to playing guitar. he is so perfect. haha. he's in NYC now and i wish he was going to harvest wtih me... but i understand. i saw him yesterday during the fire drill but we were talking too long when we were supposed to be going back to class and got pulled away from each other. hahaha. anyway, happy birthday, jonny. <3

yesterday dan had the day off and i wanted him to come and kidnap me. hahaha. i almost skipped school for him... ok, not really. i told him if he was still in town after school to call me. but he wasn't. so last night i ushered for 'the woman in black', which is an extremely creepy play at the MCT. so many summer memories, being there. *sigh* it was really scary but i wasn't scared afterwords because the 'ghost' was JILL! (we couldn't tell in the play, because of makeup, but i remembered afterword that it was her) hahaha.

soooo today i have rehearsal, and i need to finish my lab right now because after that i'm going to get ready for harvest, and then dinner, then hanging out with people, then the dance. i can't go to any after parties because leah's staying over because we're leaving for AMY'S HOUSE really early the next morning. ok... i originally wasn't excited for harvest, but now I AM!

xoxo



06 November 2005, 8:28 PM

oh no, i said too much
♪: saves the day - at your funeral

i'm really bad at updating right now.
friday night i went to night watch. it was really good, for a school play. justin is totally my hero for stepping in that late and doing awesome. haha. then i went out with the cast to perkins. i like cast parties. some people from sound of music were there too.

the next morning my mom woke me up early but i just stayed home all day doing nothing, until the evening when i went to see sound of music. whitney and i got there too late, so the only available seats were either the very back row in the balcony or the VERY front row, right behind the pit orchestra. haha, it was funny. but the play/musical was really good. the kids were adorable. and seeing people afterword was good, even though i didn't go to the cast party. apparently i freaked out stephanie because i knew where dan was going to be all weekend, and i feel really bad about that now, but i wasn't thinking anything of it at the time. it's really bothering me right now, actually. *nervous laugh*

today i went shopping. i got the joshua tree on cd, some blank cds, a top controller thing for my ipod so i don't have to take it out of my pocket to work it, a little 'guide to playlists' book, and a bag, shoes, and jewelry for harvest. i'm glad that's over with. i got pretty stressed out while shopping.

i don't want to school tomorrow. i don't even know what i want right now.

xoxo