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18 October 2005, 9:29 PM

i'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
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bright eyes - no lies, just love

real quick. (i should go to bed) i went back to school today. i didn't miss TOO much. i just have to make up some notes. english vocab test was easy. the only thing that really sucks is the fact that all our math homework is due TOMORROW, and i'd only done the first section. i really haven't had time. *sigh* but i got it all done... well, i sort of made up the last two problems, so i'm sort of hoping those aren't the ones he makes us hand in. yeah.

i was going to ask justin to harvest, but i decided not to. it'd be awkward. i had plenty of chances to today and i didn't. i saw jon out by the buses for the first time in like a week. i hit him on the arm and went, "I NEVER SEE YOU ANYMORE! *major poutage*" and then i was all giddy and weird. but i had to leave cause i had a dentist appointment. yeah, pointless story, but it made me happy.

i got most of my homework done and then i had dance. i'm pretty sure it was the last one of the session, meaning i don't have class for two weeks. it'll be nice to have a break but i'll feel lazy. stephanie and i have a lot in common. she really reminds me of myself. and people say i remind them of her (and vice versa) all the time. it's pretty sweet. i luff her. and i'm getting closer to kelsey & sherri this year... which is just great... because normally i'm only all social in modern class.

so i just did some final studying for french (psh, final, my ass... i'll be studying like a maniac every free moment i get tomorrow) and i'm pretty sure i've got it covered, but still, i'm worrying. me, worrying about FRENCH? yeah, you heard right. this is a freaking HUGE test. and i am le tired.

xoxo



17 October 2005, 4:44 PM

sunk inside our blankets, sprawled across the bed
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the spill canvas - all hail the heartbreaker

^ new favorite song.

kay. i got up this morning and got ready for school. the whole time i was debating whether i should go or not. i finally almost collapsed right before i was about to leave and obviously i decided not to go. basically yesterday i randomly acquired this cold thing.. just lots of sniffles. now, normally that wouldn't have prevented me from going to school, but i'm freaking EXHAUSTED. the combination of the two was just too much.

problem: i haven't slept all day. i just haven't been able to... actually going to bed sounds awful. but i shut my eyes and listened to my ipod for awhile. so my eyes are rested. and i'm going to bed right after my piano lesson tonight... which'll be like 7:30. haha. i managed to study for my enormous french test tomorrow, but i didn't do any math homework. and i'll have a lot to make up tomorrow. *sigh* stress.

i went outside and sat on the swing and it made me miss my times with leah, rachel and dan more than i could ever have imagined. i suggest a REAL reunion ASAP.

i would also like to know what gives 'best week ever' the right to make fun of the unicef smurfs commercial. fuck them.

xoxo



16 October 2005, 1:02 PM

we don't believe in filler, baby
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brand new - soco amaretto lime

omgz, i'm "wasted". so this might not make much sense, but it's going to be LOOOONG.

friday night i went to noises off. it was 8:15-11. freaking hilarious, and brilliant, and just all-around amazing. but it was confusing as hell. larrah is so pretty. and dan's role was perfect for him, pretty much. i was there with alicia, teresa, sarah, leah, and chris. two intermissions. lots of talking time. afterword i was still confused, cause i was trying to make sense of leah and chris's conversation, and then we couldn't figure out who was going to perkins with dan. it ended up being me and rachel and some of his friends from his school. i was sick-ish so i didn't get anything, but it was fun. it would've been more fun if dan's dad hadn't been in the car whenever we were driving places, but they both needed the car, AND you can't drive after 11 here if you're under 18. but we were alone at perkins. i met jonas, the german exchange student. he's freaking awesome. funny moment: dan was telling him about different groups of people, and dan said "gays" and this girl (i think her name was abby) though he said "dildos". so dan goes, "how do you get 'dildos' out of 'gays'?" and you can guess where it went from there... hahaha. so yeah, i didn't get home til like 12:30 but i got to sit in the back of dan's car with a really awesome german kid, so it's all good.

my mom woke me up saturday morning (i did get to sleep in a little, though) and we went apple picking after a little while. not much to say about that... i was going to bring maggie (the dog) but we realized she'd have to sit in the back and she might drool all over the apples and pumpkins, or something. so we brought my grandma and my ipod instead. i'm extremely addicted to brand new at the moment. this song has been in my head for 2 days straight.

anyway, i went to pick up ashley and go to abby's party a little before 5. it was just us 4 -- abby, me, ashley and lisa. but it was fun. we went to the pumpkin fest at the park (saw freaking jimmy and his hot friend, but we didn't want to talk to them cause jimmy's an ass), but the haunted hotel was closed, so we left and went to the corn maze. we were in line for like 2 hours, no joke. but it was fun. scary because things jumped out at you... at one point these two guys with masks jumped out at us and then i started talking to one of them. he was tall. and he took off his mask and he was FREAKING HOTT HOLY CRAP and he had nice shaggy hair. so we talked for a little bit, and i found out he's my age and goes to school around here :D i need to find him on myspace or something, cause before we could get his number he got yelled at by some lady (i guess his boss). after a little bit we kinda wanted to go back and find him but we wanted more to get out of the fricking maze cause we'd just gotten chased by a guy with a chainsaw. hahaha. abby, ashley and me freaking RAN out once we found the exit (the chainsaw dude was right by it) and lisa got cornered by the guy. it was creepy. we came home and watched 'crash'... it was really intense. but good. fell asleep at like 3 am, woke up at 10:30. i'm exhausted. and i'm having an allergy attack.

i have to do TONS of homework today and i just want to sleep. BLAH!

xoxo



14 October 2005, 4:25 PM

let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster
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panic! at the disco - lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

ah, i had such a lovely day. 'twas enrichment, and i didn't miss too much at school. creepy dan wasn't in math class. he was there, but i guess he skipped that class. it's getting SLIGHTLY easier, thank god. dance was really good.. except that everyone in our class is all embarassed, and stuff. philosophy was depressing and annoying, because we kept getting off-topic thanks to freaking chandra who's more full of herself than any person i've EVER met, and has to go off on her own personal stories every 3 minutes. *sigh* but yeah... i saw JC, FINALLY!!!! i swear i hugged him like 6 million times. hahaha. he's got a date tonight :) and he's working at GFC saturday nights at 8. we're all gonna go see him sometime.

in french we played the skittles game, and i came in late so i had to play with these three boys that never talk, and i got asked out. it was pretty funny. in health we took the step fitness test... and apparently i'm in "excellent" aerobic shape. yesssss.

tonight is FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY noises off. i'm really excited. leah, sarah, alicia, melissa, teresa, and heather are coming. and chris, rachel and dan will be there. i'm hoping i get invited to the cast party afterword, but if i don't it'll be ok.

tomorrow i'm going to the pumpkin farm and then it's abby's birthday party. hoorayness!

xoxo



12 October 2005, 6:15 PM

my god, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
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coheed and cambria - welcome home

heh. i'm terrible. ever since i got all my stuff on my ipod i've been downloading absolutely everything everyone recommends to me... and every band i've wanted to check out. like, entire albums. it's actually pretty exciting... but i feel sort of bad. haha.

umm... yesterday i wasn't home very much. i had a key club meeting after school, and then i went to cheri's dance rehearsal, and then to ballet. i was home for about half an hour in between. i had time to change and eat. but it was ok. i hurt my knee with cheri, and in ballet it felt weird. but we're learning our dance for the christmas show. i'm a snowflake for ballet and a reindeer for modern. so far i don't like the snowflake dance, except for this one jump we do. i was doing it over and over again at improv today, cause it's modern/jazz-ish :)

today was actually really boring. the only thing i can think that was interesting is that we were guinea pigs for the new fitness tests in health class... and i actually did pretty well. GASP. shocker. hahaha. but i was happy.

improv was awesome today. grady/WINE MAN brought his mandolin thingummy and he and jon and john sounded really really cool. have i mentioned recently how happy jon makes me?

i was supposed to stay for a contact improv class afterwords, but i didn't want to. sooo i'm home and now i should be doing my english essay or reading 'alice in wonderland' (for my enrichment math class; it's on the logic of alice) or at least emailing dan. but yeah... i'm not. haha, tyco.

xoxo