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 02 October 2005, 5:45 PM reality daytrips and your suit-me-suit-me ways ♪: eve 6 - think twice abck. so tired. i didn't sleep in enough at all saturday morning. after i didn't sleep in enough i went to, gasp, SCHOOL, because a bunch of my friends are working on a movie for their video/multimedia class. i went just to help, but they put me in footie pajamas and cast me in part of the video. 'twas fun, though. and i met francie. german exchange student/most adorable and sweet girl i've ever met. and i got to hang out with lots of people that i love. hooray. after that (2:15-ish) muh mommy came with leah to pick rachel & me up to go to corpse bride. we met dan. not that exciting. we've had better times. not that it was bad; i can be with them doing absolutely nothing and feel great. but yeah... normalness. we had to go in the afternoon cause dan's school's homecoming was that night. yep. i got home and i was really tired and i got invited to go to the fantasticks but i just felt like sitting around. plus i'd been already and it was sort of a one-time thing. BUT emily called me and wanted me to come over so she could see the landscapes video, so that i did, which really wasn't exhausting. and i didn't feel like doing anything else. i didn't sleep enough AGAIN, even though i went to bed way early like a lame-o, but today i went with my parents to the city. we met some of her friends for lunch at an indian restaurant. indian food is my favorite ever. i love absolutely all of it... and it's HEALTHY, too. GASP. after that we went to the conservatory to see the butterfly exhibit. there weren't too many butterflies but they were all around me and i was sort of chasing them and i felt like a little kid again. it was nice. and then i bought a kit to grow a bonsai tree. i adore my ipod -- i listened to a lot of music today that i'd completely forgotten -- and i don't want to do my homework or go to school tomorrow. xoxo 30 September 2005, 11:43 PM i can't hold you ♪: something corporate - fall today was enrichment. math is getting easier, because he's figured out that nobody can understand what he's talking about. we're starting the alice in wonderland stuff next time. dance was dance. lunch made me sad because i didn't see jc :( :( :(. and philosophy was ok.. i got kind of bored because people kept getting off topic and telling personal stories. so basically i stressed throughout the day because of the movie situation tonight. dan told me earlier in the week that he wanted the three of us to come to this guy named geoff's house with him to watch movies. innocent gathering. so our moms get it in their head that because we don't know him he's automatically a creepy alcoholic, or something. so we FINALLY convince them to let us go, get 'directions' from dan ("it's, uhh... up that one big hill... you take a left... and then it's the first house on the right, i think..") but my mom has to come in and make sure we're not going to get drunk or raped or anything. SO embarassing... especially since this geoff guy is just about the most innocent person i've ever met. *sigh* but it went well. we watched some old crappy sci-fi movie, which was HILARIOUS because it was so pathetic, and team america. it was hilarious, but absolutely disgusting. ugh. not really my kind of movie, but parts were pretty funny. it made me sick though. oh, puppets. dan thought i was mad at him for awhile. i was a little annoyed with him because of... something i don't really want to talk about... but you know what i say all the time: it's impossible to stay depressed around him. the four of us have cuddled on so many couches together and it's probably my favorite thing in the world to do. haha. we're going to see 'corpse bride' tomorrow afternoon. i've seen it already, but i'll definitely see it again. yay. oh, and last night i got my ipod working again!! i have 522 songs on there, and i haven't even put any of my cds on it yet. it's my new lover. i don't know why i didn't use it for so long. xoxo 28 September 2005, 7:52 PM there were barricades to keep us off the streets ♪: bob dylan - mr. tambourine man whee! right now i should DEFINITELY be doing my chem lab, but i really don't want to. i am terrible. this morning i woke up aching all over. i slept weird, for some reason, because i was sort of in the middle of the bed (it slants because i usually sleep on one side and it's an ancient mattress) and twisted oddly. so my neck and LEGS ached. although the legs were from dance last night. holy crap. going up and down stairs today was NOT fun. everything from my waist down was unbelievably sore. and i was exhausted and cold and hungry. but mentally, still great. i'm amazing. especially since i have no idea what keeps me so happy. hahaha. after school was improv. it was good today. jonny came again. i could actually hear him playing guitar this time. elaine, the autistic girl, was there... and she was running around and talking really loudly and stuff. it wasn't fun. but what can you do? afterwords jon & i played the piano for awhile and then i walked to rachel & emily's house with them (long walk, heavy backpack, sore muscles, OUCH.) to EAT CAKE! they baked a cake last night and had me, sarah and leah over to eat it. it was the most delicious chocolate cake i've ever eaten in my entire life. seriously. although that could have been partially because i was starving. but still, 'twas amazing. mm. i came home and had 3 cds waiting for me (my dad had a doctor's appointment today in the city and he go them for me while he was there): the beatles' 'one', bright eyes' 'fevers and mirrors', and institute's 'distort yourself'. i haven't really listened to any of them, except for 5 songs of fevers, because my cd player is dying and i had to use the computer, which was being RETARDED, so i gave up. but i'm really excited. i should really go do my lab now. oh, and bob dylan is amazing, in the truest sense of the word. if you didn't know that already. AND I WANT IT TO BE SATURDAY RIGHT FREAKING NOW. xoxo 27 September 2005, 9:10 PM take me far away from here ♪: blink-182 - feeling this HOLY CRAP. my poor neglected blog. umm... honestly, though, nothing horribly exciting has really happened. i can't even remember what i did on sunday, except stayed on the computer too long when i was supposed to be studying for something (now i remember, it was math). and i played a lot of guitar. werd. i'm getting back into it. i just like being able to play enough chords to play most songs on acoustic... i don't want to be any kind of prodigy, or something. sooooo yesterday it rained pretty much all day. and i walked into first period [geometry], began taking my math test, and... the power went out! we were pretty much thanking our lucky stars, but he made us take the test by windowlight. damn. :/ so we stayed in that class from first-third period until they fixed the power in b & c wing. i talked to rachel and julia. but anyway, we were seriously like 4 minutes away from being sent home. they should've done that, honestly, because we didn't do anything in any classes the rest of the day. sigh. and i don't think anything else exciting happened that day. today... was boring also, but i was in a good mood. that's good. umm.. we did a really fun lab in chemistry. yeah. haha. then i had ballet tonight... kelsey & sherry weren't there so it was me, steph and the two little girls (cameron and hannah, it is SO WEIRD having them in there, they're like 9) so steph & me talked and goofed off the entire time. it was fun. i love her. we're really strange, too. hahaha. i want it to be this weekend RIGHT NOW... i'm pretty sure i'm watching lots of movies with lots of people that i love. and i think i get to see jc on friday. yayyyyy. xoxo 24 September 2005, 9:58 PM and i scream for sunlight, for a car to take me anywhere ♪: bright eyes - haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh i am quickly becoming addicted to bright eyes. anyway. yesterday i was in a very good mood. i think it was because it was friday and i was wearing my favorite skirt ever. so yeah, that was fun. then last night was the homecoming football game. i went with a bunch of people. and we actually won! 7-6. it was exciting. they rushed the field again. but i couldn't find adam so i couldn't do "run, madabob, run!" damn. :( this afternoon i went out with my mom & grandma to my uncle's house cause mary (anorexic skeleton cousin) and todd (her husband that looks like mr maddox) and their baby (alex, one of the most freaking ADORABLE babies i have ever seen in my life) were going to be there. and they were. it was pretty boring... but alex is cute... and we went up the hill to my grandma's old house that matt and denise (my other cousin and his wife) now own. they're building an addition and todd says it's "building a house onto the cabin". haha, it's hilarious. the house looks completely different. it's enormous. and i really like it. i guess they're planning on a big family. that's exciting. tonight i went to see 'corpse bride' with teresa, whitney and juila. i wanted to bring a lot more people but some were going to "break!" and others were just MIA.. so i guess i'm gonna go again. anyway. i really liked it. there's not much to say except that it was tim burton. haha. i'm sleepy. and my eyes have been having difficulty focusing all day. i feel so lame... it's saturday night... xoxo |