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 07 September 2005, 7:41 PM how many times must a man look up before he can see the sky? ♪: rise against - swing life away ok, so i was much less exhausted today, which was nice, because i was alive. didn't fall asleep in first or eighth period, or any other period. nice. so basically adam got his schedule changed because there were too many people in his chem class, or something. i now have *6* classes with him. talk about irony. jeez. my first six classes, plus lunch. in study hall i got separated from pretty much everyone except rachel and sarah k, which really sucks A LOT... i want to plan a day where we all go to the library or jill's room or something. and i think rach and i are going to eat lunch with jon and joey tomorrow. which is cool. today after school was the first improv of the school year. on wednesdays i'm going home on the bus with rachel, emily, leah and sarah, so i did that today. we walked down to improv... it was nice. really nice. it's like therapy. there's this strange phenomenon, though. see, a year ago i couldn't be at montgomery without thinking of dave. then earlier this year i was watching for patrick all the time. now i feel like dan's missing. three people that i have completely different relationships with: big crush, love/hate/terror, good friend. god knows i've spent enough improvs waiting around for some form of the male species, for whatever reason. i hope jon doesn't start coming regularly. even though that'd be sort of cool... anyway, i guess patrick is coming back next semester. right now i'm feeling like i can face him, because i know how i feel now, and it's easier to avoid him. but who knows how it will be when i actually see him? after improv leah, emily and i stayed and talked to jill for an hour or so. it was nice. then we walked back home and i went to rachel and emily's for a bit. now i'm home and i should be working on an essay for english. the end. xoxo 06 September 2005, 4:03 PM i never said i'd lie in wait forever ♪: white stripes - my doorbell so seeing as yesterday i slept in until about 11:30 and did absolutely nothing for the remainder of the day, i was exhausted today after sleeping only about 6 hours last night. naturally, then, i had a rather boring/uneventful/exhausting day, and nearly fell asleep numerous times... namely geometry, french, and health classes. so, i only feel the need to discuss the highlights of my day... this morning i saw the new MCR video for 'the ghost of you'. now, i'm pretty goshdarn sick of everything about MCR, but let me say that that is a damn good video. it almost made me cry, too. they're good actors and whoever directed that video deserves bundles of awards. chemistry was a blast today... we learned how to light bunson burners, and nobody blew up the room or caught themselves on fire! a miracle, i know. so then we cut some glass tube things and bent them into 90-degree angles. mine didn't come out amazingly, but it worked, and i ddin't kill anything. i ate lunch in jill's room with emily and rachel. i guess we're allowed to do that once a week, if we want. coooolness. joey said hi to me in the hall today which proves that he doesn't think i'm scary or stalking him. which i'm not. well, i don't know if i'm scary, but i'm not stalking him. hahaha. let's see, i'm tired and hungry and i don't want to do anything tonight but i have homework. notfun. but oh well. IMPROV STARTS AGAIN TOMORROW, and dance next tuesday. squeeeeeeee! xoxo 04 September 2005, 7:36 PM so reckless... ♪: taking back sunday - there's no 'i' in team i haven't written in a few days. sorry about that. lazy. friday was hilarious. i was just in a good mood all day and lots of funny things happened... gym class, band class, health class... and that evening was the annual picnic at the college president's house. i stayed with my friends the whole time (much to my mother's dismay; she wanted to introduce me to important people) and a lot of that time we were upstairs in the guest bedroom. highlights: playing 'would you rather' and teresa trying to fit through a hanger and getting stuck. XD saturday was the american idol concert!! we left around two and on the way down stopped for frozen drinks and dinner. in this one town we were blasting a song from moulin rouge, and erin was screaming it out the window, and we stopped at a red light. this guy on the side of the street (he was "about 80% toothless" and probably 50 years old) was like, "keep singing and i'll dance!" so.. erin kept singing and he danced. it was really, really scary, but i'm pretty sure it's the funniest thing that's ever happened to me in my entire life. no exaggeration; it beats "the way is shut". omfg. sooooo the concert was a lot of fun... we went crazy for anwar and CONSTANTINE WAS SOOOOOOOO SEXY. he sang my 3 favorite songs: hard to handle (my knees gave out), my funny valentine, and bohemian rhapsody. anwar did a duet with vonzell, which was cute. bo wasn't there, but all the boys came out and sang 'sweet home alabama' wearing bo t-shirts. it was so awesome. at the end con stripped his t-shirt off and whitney and i literally collapsed on each other. lol. the only bad thing was that i was sneezing like crazy and sniffling the entire time... mentally, i felt great, though. when i got home (around 2 am) i took some medecine (and some more this morning) and now i'm completely better, THANK GOD. i hate being sick. anyway, i slept until about 11:30 this morning and at 2 i went to play a little frisbee with rachel, leah, edith, sarah, isaac and sutter. after that we drove down to meet my grandparents/aunt/dad (they'd gone golfing earlier) for dinner. i stuffed myself and i feel a little sick now... blah. i'm also exhausted. i have to do homework tomorrow and stuff. i'd love to watch a movie or do SOMETHING tonight. i am going to put up a new layout, and change a few things around here, so don't be shocked... xoxo 01 September 2005, 9:46 PM lets cause a scene ♪: green day - minority second day of school = just as good. i'm such a nerd... we started reading about the italian renaissance in history and i was, like, all excited. XD other than that not too much except gym class (ugghhhh i hope i can get into archery) and playing in band... oh! i'm way too freaking excited for chem class. except that the teacher went on about how we should extinguish a person if they catch on fire... i made whitney take notes.. haha, jk. today will be / would've been 3 years that i've liked adam. i'm not sure if i still like him or not... like, i don't want to give it up, but honestly? we have nothing in common, and i can't see us together anymore. it's probably me that's changed. honestly, though, i'm not feeling anything around him. right now i feel a little sad, but only because something's changed and i'm giving something up. i'd feel bad no matter what it was, you know? tonight i came home and lounged and did homework for awhile and then emily called me. we talked for a bit and then i walked to meet her and we sat on the old playground for awhile and talked. it was really nice. tomorrow night is the picnic at the college president's house. i'll get to be with a lot of people i like, but other than that, it's not all that exciting. and it always rains. lol. oooooh and we get music at school!! xoxo 31 August 2005, 4:50 PM now that i can see you, i dont think youre worth a second glance ♪: jack's mannequin - miss delaney soooo the first day of school was really, really good. i'm happy. a little overwhelmed by thinking about working the whole year, and still in 'not wanting to do anything' mode, but i think i'll be okay. first period was geometry. i'm not worried about the class, but the work load. it seems a little overwhelming. second was history... i have it with mr scott, but leah and julia are with me. scott was picking on ME and only me the entire class period. it was ok, though.. my philosophy is that i'm ok if we're civil to each other and i don't try and convert him and he doens't try and convert me. it's ok so far. third and fourth periods are what i'm most excited about... third i've got study hall & gym with whitney, rachel, olivia, justin, mikayla, chris, JON ♥, and a bunch of other people i know... at first i was piss-ed because i was REALLY looking forward to my computer classes but i got a study hall instead, and band 5 days a week. but the study hall is gonna be SO RAD. and chemistry is 5th... i'm just a nerd and i'm REALLY excited for chem. i've heard it's fun and it seems fun and i like the teacher a lot. fifth is band. i have it 5 days a week; 3 of those days i've got emily and edith but the other two the only person i talk to is lisa. i guess that'll be ok, but still... i want edith cause she plays the horn with me!! *pout* wednesday and thursday won't be fun. i have c lunch again, but the times were pushed back, so it's at noon. i'm with rachel, emily, edith, brynn, and a few other people. it'll be ok. sixth is my comp class. mrs. g is NUTS. she's really nice and everything, but she spent the entire class going on about the various ways she almost got killed/raped/etc in cleveland. scary. i think that class'll be alright, though, because i'm good at writing. seventh was french and i was REALLY worried cause i thought madame hated me... long story involving french club. but it turns out she doesn't. she's actually really nice, but maybe not that good of a teacher. i had an idea to test out of french 4 next year and take spanish 1 my senior year, just to learn a little bit of it. i'll probably do that, if i can. eighth period is health. i'm not too thrilled about that. but next semester i get GATE with jill as my teacher... hooray! so i have classes with everyone except alicia and abby... that'll suck... but at least i have classes with lots of people. OH YES, and i have 3 classes with adam.. and i'm not that excited... irony, eh? i guess i'm just going with the flow. like, he's so boring, and nothing happens... but if it does i won't say no, you know? and no butterflies in my stomach, or anything. after school i went with chris to get papers for student council, which i'm pretty sure i'm going to be on this year. i'm really excited. i'm also really excited for the gig tonight :D xoxo |