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 01 December 2004, 7:42 PM tonight, tonight ♪: smashing pumpkins - 1979 i hate december. december means winter. it snowed today. "lyk omg, it's snowing! yay snow! i'm so happy!" charlie and me were the only ones that were mad, but charlie was wearing sandals, so yeah. hahaha. i was really looking forward to improv today, because i hadn't been in two weeks. we got there early, as usual, and rachel and i sat in the very middle of the stage and attempted to start writing a song... we got about 4 lines done, but it's really awesome so far. the atmosphere was really nice. barely any lighting, and we had the cello today (with remus! yays.), so the music was great, too. but then... something happened, and leah and i spent the rest of the time talking. but honestly? it was really great just SITTING in that environment. it's therapy. being back at school isn't as hard as i thought it would be, except for my complete and utter exhaustion. i can't fall asleep til midnight or later, and then i have to get up at six... yeah... boring you to death now... i want to be at leah k's right. now. [love for the expensive jacket] xoxo 28 November 2004, 8:03 PM i can feel you falling ♪: taking back sunday - the ballad of sal villanueva (live) ah, the bliss of thanksgiving boredom makes me yearn for summer even more than usual. i really should be working on homework, or something... actually, no, because i already finished my lab and i'm on schedule for creative writing. and i bet that's a lot more than most people have done. :P i made a christmas layout today. i don't know if i'm going to put it up or not, but if i do, it'll be 2 weeks before christmas, which is the... 11th. it didn't turned out as well as i hoped, and i'm in love with this one, which is kinda wintry, anyway. hm. i made a copy of my 'ULTIMATE TBS' cd, which is every song from both albums plus 'follow the format'. only, on this one, i put 'ballad of sal' instead. it's great to just put it on shuffle, let it roll, and dance around the kitchen. THERAPY, i tell you. speaking of, i played guitar yesterday. yeah, i know, GASP, right? haha. i learned to play 'the scientist', which is really frickin easy, and i still have to work out 'your own disaster'. i have the chords and stuff down but i can never seem to remember it. blah. there are so many new movies i want to see. last night we rented/watched 'supersize me'. it's the scariest movie i've ever seen. mcdonalds is BAD. in the one scene, he was talking to kids at an elementary school, and they didn't recognize pictures of george washington or even JESUS, but they knew ronald mcdonald. that is just... honestly, it's sad. really, genuinely sad. and it made me never want to eat again.. but it isn't hard to do that.. yes. g'night, my loves. xoxo 27 November 2004, 4:07 PM i will love you always and forever ♪: taking back sunday - i am fred astaire i hate thanksgiving weekend. america makes me sick; the way we're all full of this false cheer as soon as bloody thanksgiving is over. and we just HAVE to hang our christmas lights. and play cheesy music in the department stores. yesterday my mom dragged me out shopping with her and grandma. we were in eckard for god knows what, and i was looking at perfume when i heard these two ladies next to me go, "her boobs have gotten smaller over the years, too." and of course i just HAD to look then, and they look at me and crack up, and i was just like 'GOD.' they were talking about a barbie, but still... jeez. mom+grandma took hours in the furniture store (we were looking for carpeting in my room. GASP, carpeting, in my house!!), and grandma bought a glider. yay? and today i got dragged out AGAIN to go to breakfast at the crappy local cafe thingy that my family all loves. of course, my mom made me eat when i got up, too, so i had no appetite, and then i was forced to eat again, and i was ready to explode. blah. then we went to see the trees of christmas... how exciting. i'm supposed to be doing science or reading or something productive but i'm too damn lazy. and this IS vacation. so fuck it all. xoxo 26 November 2004, 11:38 AM really gotta hand it to you ♪: counting crows - colorblind happy (late) thanksgiving. i posted in my lj because i didn't want to write a full entry. but now... i do! haha. my hands are shaking for some reason. hm. i'm sooooo glad to be off. yesterday i slept in, actually later than i did today, and it was tres bien. then i made my december cd because i couldn't wait; it's just KILLER. tracklist: modest mouse - dramamine modest mouse - tiny cities made of ashes something corporate - only ashes blink-182 - always my chemical romance - helena jimmy eat world - polaris taking back sunday - ghost man on third taking back sunday - this photograph is proof (i know you know) straylight run - existentialism on prom night coldplay - trouble coldplay - yellow coldplay - the scientist faultline f/ chris martin - where is my boy? the walkmen - littlehouse of savages (live) jem - maybe i'm amazed counting crows - colorblind john mayer - daughters jimmy eat world - 12.23.95 haha, i love how like half of it is slow, depressing songs. at least 10 of them have piano in them :P anyway, we headed out to my uncle and aunt's around 4. thanksgiving isn't that joyous for me, with the whole vegetarian thing, but i managed to find enough to eat. then i went around taking some pictures. the kids were in love with my digital camera, so they sat on my lap and looked at all the pictures with me, haha. i played with tommy and isaiah pretty much the whole time, because sarah was being ornery and everyone was hogging alex (the littlest XP). when i first picked up tommy, isaiah was riding his dirt bike (the kid is 5, lol, this is my family!) and i took tommy to see him and i was like "wow, isaiah's going fast, huh?" and it scared the crap out of me when he said "yeah!" cause nobody told me he's talking now! lmao. anyway, i got some cute pictures and talked to my family a bit. and that's why i love thanksgiving. i hope everyone else's was nice. xoxo 23 November 2004, 4:45 PM dont let me down ♪: jimmy eat world - just watch the fireworks heys. sunday night i went to the international dinner at the college, which was pretty nifty. there wasn't much that i could eat (meat, blah) but i had fun. talked to eleanor a bit (she replaced jan's job, and you're probably still lost, but hey). and when we were standing in line that GORGEOUS guy (alex) was right by us and he talked to my mom for awhile, because she's on some committee with him. :D he's not so cute after awhile, though, but he's SOOO sweet. mm. after that i went to see 'garden state', FINALLY! it's officially the best movie i've ever seen. katherine and dan were there, so i sat with them, and dan agreed that it was the best movie HE'D ever seen, too. so, yeah, see it :D it's really the kind of movie that can change your life. dance last night was pretty good, because i actually had energy. and we did fun stuff in jazz. my pointe shoes STILL aren't in, BLAH. if they don't come tomorrow, i won't be too happy, but guess what tomorrow is? my one month anniversary of not seeing patrick! i think that's worth celebrating. my mom said yes to going down to stay with leah, so now we're all going, the weekend of the 10th. it'll be SO awesome; i can not wait! my madabob is pretty goshdarned adorable sometimes. even if he does wax his eyebrows. 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