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 29 October 2004, 3:47 PM bye bye beautiful ♪: my chemical romance - helena so i FINALLY got this cd and it's in my top 3 EVER, which also include TAYF and clarity (jimmy eat world). right now i'm at mary and todd's house. dan is down here babysitting alex so mom and i came down, too, since i had the day off. alex is being fussy and they're sitting outside and i don't want to, so here i am. and i can't type on this keyboard and it's driving me CRAZY x_x the dog is whining, too, and it's raining and stuff... last night was really fun... my pimpette costume looks so much better with semi-fishnets. :D justin is so cool. jon got grounded at the last minute so he couldn't come, but we played 'pig' and it was really great, and after justin left we all just sat up on the guest bed and talked for a LONG time. we came to the executive decision that we need to talk to leah, and SOON. tonight's teresa's party, and i guess a lot more people than usual are gonna be there, and i'm promising i won't get into any drama. seriously. i see that snicker. m'azing bars are SO FREAKING ADDICTING... but i kept myself from eating too much because i'd get sick. the new tbs video is for photograph, which is REALLY awesome, because it'll count for the slow song, which means they won't release NAC! YAAAAYYY!!! and adam isn't hairy and gross, lmao. not that he could ever be REALLY gross. i can't wait to see it. :D xoxo 27 October 2004, 8:29 PM no one else will have me, only you ♪: pink floyd - wish you were here oh my god... how cute is this? so i feel better today, probably because it was sunny. and i was totally going to have a completely bitchy blog entry today, because i need it, but it's not happening. i had a nice long conversation with rachel, leah and sarah about how i'm just starting to really not care what people think about me, and i honestly think it's because of... recent happenings... i mean, in a way it's depressing. i've liked this guy as long as i've known him, and thought he liked me too, and then it all comes crashing down. but you know what? i'm gonna be alright. back on topic... tomorrow is rach's halloween party, and i'm extremely excited because i need some serious hang time with jon, haha. my pimpette costume is all set to go; it's so tacky it's scary, lol. i bought fish nets :D sometime this weekend we're all tattooing "i won't conform" somewhere on our bodies with the henna. okay, i have to ramble a little... i'm totally expecting people to talk about me behind my back. we're teenage girls. but if it honestly bothers you that i'm being who i want to be, you don't deserve to be my friend anyway. (i am NOT aiming this at anyone specific! i should really say "if it honestly bothers one... one doesn't deserve...", you know? so yeah... don't take offense). god... that made me sound incredibly stuck up, but you catch my drift, right? patrick was cool today, but probably only because his chick was there. except for one thing... but, ummm... yeah. tbs made a new video and i'm SINCERELY hoping it's not NAC. xoxo 26 October 2004, 5:49 PM i hope for better in november ♪: taking back sunday - ghost man on third seasonal depression. i've pretty much been officially diagnosed. i have a B in science, but barely. 11/15 on the quiz. hmm... i guess that's good. only a week til the elction, and improv is tomorrow... oh yeah, yesterday. dance wasn't that intense, but i was exhausted so it sucked. i'm getting fitted for gaynors (sp?) tonight. which will ROCK. i frickin hate my feet, yesh i do... i've been getting a lot of excercise lately. mmhmm. and why do i have nothing left to talk about? i've been going through some old blog entries and it makes me sad. OH YEAH... i talked to him today. i said "sorry", but that's progress, and it probably means i don't like him, which is just... scary. tonight is open house. hopefully my teachers will go easy on my poor parents, lol. i want to go to teresa's soccer game, but everything just got too hectic, so i feel bad. :( new layout. sexy adam. 17 days (i think) til the concert... god, you have no idea how exciting that is. xoxo 25 October 2004, 4:05 PM you say that love goes anywhere ♪: jimmy eat world - polaris yeah, okay... this cd is amazing... ever get that feeling where you don't want to do anything, but you don't want to do nothing (double negative, not improper english) either? i know i've talked about this before. i just want it to be summer. i swear, it's mostly the season that depresses me. i mean, when i'm around my friends, i'm all cool... happy... but on my own? there's nothing to look forward to. don't worry about me; i'll be fine, i just need... i don't know what i need. there are ALWAYS things to look forward to, right? i should really stop bitching, because there are people in the world a LOT worse off than me, and it drives me crazy when people act like this. on saturday i went to see "but why bump off barnaby?" with rachel and leah. it was kind of a clue-murder-mystery thing. i liked it, but it was scary every time someone got taken away, because the lights went out and there was really loud thunder and everything. but it's cool. i want to go see "rocky horror" this weekend, but i don't know when i'll have time. i'll work it in. we have a science quiz tomorrow, and i should study, but i don't want to. band and algebra have been absolutely crazy cause both teachers are sick... woot. yesterday i had pretty much nothing to eat all day, and i went running with my dad, so... yeah :) i'm such a sap... i just watched a few of the "hundred most shocking moments in rock and roll" and cried at the john lennon's death part. i cry all the time now. hmm... halloween parties friday AND sunday. oh yes. :) xoxo 22 October 2004, 10:14 PM try honesty ♪: school of rock - school of rock TGIF. they played crap music today, as usual. they did play switchfoot, though. ashley and me were singing to "the reason", and i was singing to the darkness... fwaha, i think i scared everyone, but i was hyper. FUCK PATRICK. after school i hung out and then i had to go get my hair cut. i got about 3 inches off and you'd be amazed at how much of a difference that makes... i LOVE it. it's the perfect length right now. and then i went to sarah's party. i got there late, so they had already eaten, but i grabbed a couple of slices of mushroom pizza (YAY VEGGIES! XD) and some sun chips and a carrot (DOUBLE YAY VEGGIES!) and then we did *henna*! :D i got this really neat heart (it's inverted when i look at it) on my left hand and i spelled out 'rock' in my really cool lettering (wrote it, then leah copied it) on my right knuckles. then we watched some of school of rock and leah doodled with the henna on my left hand... so i'm all covered in it and it can last a month and that's really awesome :D we made a pact that next year at cape cod we're going to spend a beach day covering each others' backs in henna, but it has to be late in the day because we won't be able to swim. which made me all the more excited for summer, and hell, it's only october! biology is going great, because i've actually paid attention and read the chapter and i know what i'm doing. and lately i haven't been so distracted, although i still (*sigh*) like him.. hum. and i'm pretty sure the football team lost in 6th overtime (!), but only by a little. xoxo |