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 21 October 2004, 4:53 PM its all in how you mix the two ♪: the used - take it away i have a lot to blog about. i've barely had any computer time lately, because we're completely loaded with fucking WORK. god. i hate it i hate it i hate it and i want summer back. yesterday was improv. umm... patrick is an asshole! wow, what an amazing revelation! he came in and asked to play john's guitar. john let him, and hawk was like "i didn't know patrick could play guitar." john: "patrick can do anything. patrick's superman." me: (mumbling to emily) "i did always prefer spiderman... spiderman could totally whoop superman's butt." whenever i'm laying down, he lays down. i stand up, he stands up. it's to the point where i'm almost positive it's not coincidence. and i really don't want to say much more about... other stuff... but i do have more to say about him later. jill said she saw dave saturday night. she was like "i saw him dancing and i was thinking of you. and then he was dancing with his girlfriend and i was trying not to think of you." hahaha... oh, jill. pointe was boring. we didn't dance, but i need new shoes again, so it's alright. and then we "groovy improv chicks" went to ailey (the dance performance), and GUESS WHO was there?! with the third girl i've seen him with in less than 3 weeks, i think. lucky girls. *rolls eyes* so when he walks in (all cocky, of course, what else?) some guy (that was right next to us, i might add) goes, "hey, there he is! hey patrick!" and i've got this annoyed look on my face and he smiles all big at me and i just wanted to throw up and/or stab him. *sighs loudly* i really, REALLY don't want to talk about him anymore. the performance was over at about a quarter to nine and then we walked to leah's with her dad, who then drove us to my house (they only have one car, that's why we had to walk). he stayed to watch the game (GO SOX!!! *hides from teresa* oh well, i'm not really that big of a baseball fan anyway) and leah and i studied science (i got a 74% on both tests, so i have a VERY low b. i want to keep it.) then we went to bed and my mom woke her up at midnight when she had to leave. so it was neat to have something different. we're doing career assessments in english. apparantly i have "leadership ability" and lots of creativity. donnelle: oh great, i'm a travel agent. where should i travel to? charlie: my range. i'm a "range manager." those were just a couple of choices... among mine were "funeral home organizer" and "window trimmer". what the hell is a window trimmer?! at least i didn't get "paper hanger" like mikayla, lol. I GOT PHOTOSHOP!!!!!!!!!!!! a guy my dad works with heard about my psp crashing on me all the time so he said he'd give me a copy of his... HELL YES. you're getting a rocking layout. xoxo 19 October 2004, 5:11 PM the shades start moving in the same direction ♪: sum 41 - there's no solution so i'm 99% sure i passed the bio test, which is really great. it wasn't as hard as i expected it to be; then again, i studied for 2 hours on sunday with rachel. it ain't over til i get my grades back, though. i want a new layout... i loooooove this one, but you know how fickle i am. i have six million ideas, but none of them are turning out like i want them to. i've made about 4 (only coded one) and i have two or three left to try... i dunno, maybe something will work out. i've been seriously considering starting a fanlisting collective. whaddya think? i mean, i could get it hosted and it could be almost like a personal site, and i have tons on my wishlist and all... and it'd be nice to store them somewhere. hmm. i guess i won't have pointe shoes for tomorrow, because my mom can barely get 30 seconds off from her job, and i'm really not sure why that annoys me. i'm dead tired, but i'm staying up til 11 tonight... absolute genius, i am. and i'm starving because my dad is in bed with a migraine and i'm too lazy to get up and make myself something to eat. i'll spare you all the bitching about... everything else i have a perfectly good reason to bitch about. xoxo 16 October 2004, 9:24 PM look, another line without a hook ♪: my chemical romance - helena *whines like a little girl* i want this cd!! my dad got me "chuck" yesterday. :D i haven't had the chance to listen to it yet; i seriously need a nice long car ride, because the snow patrol cd needs to be checked out too. i feel so guilty for not studying for the science test. god. it's horrible. tomorrow i'll skip the pumpkin farm and study for like four hours. because i need it. either that, or i could just sleep all day tomorrow and just wing it. i guess at the very least i'll memorize the formulas. yeah, no one cares. friday night i went to abby's; we had a face-first cake-eating contest. woot. i didn't sleep over because i needed to sleep and "study", god, i'm so terrible! i should be studying right now or... something. but i guess it will all work out... i need to get off this train of thought. and today was donnelle's. i finally saw SIGNS! yay! i really liked it... it's a bit different than the village, style-wise. scarier. more.. jumps-out-at-you-kinda-shit. and let's just say i'm glad i don't have any siblings (nelle's are crazy). did anyone catch my sex toys on the late late show last night? adam's stripes = the hugest amount of sex... i am so fashioncore... love. xoxo 14 October 2004, 8:30 PM so let me slip away ♪: dashboard confessional - vindicated this is seriously the first time i've really had to write in the past couple of days. i swear mr. d is loading us up with math homework ON PURPOSE because he KNOWS that we've got a huge science test monday and tuesday and had two huge tests today. and i'm really not getting enough sleep, and i've got 2 parties this weekend and we're supposed to go to the pumpkin farm, and i've barely done any studying for science. i. am. going. to fail. seriously. i'm not even exaggerating this time. because i'm completely putting off studying -- i should either be doing that or sleeping right now! and i'm not usually like this... it's just so... overwhelming. last night at the end of 'lost' i cried the most i have since the oc season finale. i love that show; the stories of the characters are so incredible and it's just so... well-done. i just made a whole shitload of livejournal icons that turned out really well and i'm planning on making 73 more. exactly. isn't that lovely? and i have a gazillion ideas for layouts, but depending on how a certain one turns out, i'm 99% sure i'm going to use it. this will make no sense in the morning -- i'm so tired i swear i can't even function properly. in band today i got lauren laughing hysterically because i was so dead that i didn't even realize what i was saying... yeah, it's that bad. improv - patrick = love. boring love, in a way, but love nonetheless. xoxo 11 October 2004, 8:36 PM youll never find it if youre looking for it ♪: my chemical romance - i'm not okay (i promise) ahhh, this is the second time this week that my whole entire blog entry has erased when it was almost done. i'll try to remember everything... this morning i felt really incredibly sick for some still-unknown reason. sick to my stomach, headache, fever, yhada yhada yhada. i told myself that if i wasn't better by the end of third period, i'd go home. i wasn't, but during fourth and fifth period i didn't feel like getting up and having a teacher sign my pass. i was all better by the end of fifth period, anyway, so i'm glad i didn't go home, because i finished my math homework and got my french test back (100%, the only one in the class *smiles* that's me: language geek.) adam did ruin his hair (fish and i called it, how predictable), but it doesn't look as bad as usual. i loooove it when it gets longish because it starts to curl. maybe i can convince him to get his mom to let him keep it that way. hey, it worked with the shoes. i just got back from dance. either it wasn't as hard this week or i'm just getting used to it. liz was feeling salsa-ish this week instead of hip hop-ish, so we had a salsa-ish combination in jazz. i miss the hip-hop one, LMAO. annie: i don't think i'll be wearing a skirt to improv this week. leah: why? annie: i think it was fun for other people besides me. leah: yeah, i was going to tell you, but you were having too much fun. annie: oh, great, you AND rachel noticed. *big sigh* (what i meant by that is that leah and rachel noticed that patrick was, er, noticing.) and now i have to go write the soap opera. oooh yeah, i'm working on a layout that i actually *like*. *gasp* xoxo |