yeeeeahhh.. i FINALLY put the new layout up! w00t w00t! i had a lot of problems with STUPID DIARYLAND... #@)*$&*)@& (jk, i love you, d-land) but it's all okay now. this was supposed to go up on sepetember the first but i couldn't quite say goodbye to the last one... it's here now, though. COMMENT. and i already have an idea for the next layout... IF i can find the right picture. it'll be sexy. and NOT tbs/adam... GASP.

yeah okay so... i think i'll actually get my bio lab done. i need to go in early tomorrow morning, though.. i hope it works. i got to stand right next to adam today and i wasn't even shaking... yay. fish talked to him, the little worm. haha, kidding. i just glared when i found out how far he was. guess i won't be in there with *him* tomorrow morning... :(

i had SO much homework tonight but i actually finished it all in an hour. GO ME!!! then i went out to vc to get gym shoes... k-swiss... oh well, i needed some good sneakers cuz i got TENNIS! YAAAAY! that makes me really happy. and i'll do badminton next semester. looks like annie's gonna pass gym... :D

james franco/james dean (what? they're not the same person? :P) is really hot. but then, i've *always* kinda liked james dean. :)

well, i'm off too watch serena kill capriati... or not... i like them both, so either way i'm cool.

xoxo



05 September 2004, 7:09 PM

do what you came here to do
♪: inxs - need you tonight

i never get comments anymore. everybody hates me. blah.

i had a fun time at my aunt's... but i am SO exhausted it's not even funny. i was tired even before i left (with school and all) and then i had to get up early to go down there. we shopped ALL FRICKING DAY (til 7:30!) and i FINALLY came home and watched "a beautiful mind". great movie. intense, but awesome. so i tried to get to sleep early and i think i did before 10 (WOW) even though there was a party going on 2 doors down, and she lives in one of those neighborhoods with condos that all look the same and are connected (-shudder-) so everything echos.

annnyyyyywaaaaaaaay, this morning i had to get up at *5:30* to go to mass with her. it was.. an experience, to say the least, in a catholic cathedral. it was really pretty though. then we went to nanna and pappap's and ate breakfast and played cards, then i lounged and tried not to fall asleep and then we went shopping again. i got sooooooo much stuff this weekend... it's all awesome.

finally we came back to chrissie's and ate lunch and stuff. i'm so tired, but i get to sleep in tomorrow and george isn't even coming!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!

xoxo



03 September 2004, 4:02 PM

youre down for selling me out
♪: my chemical romance - i'm not okay (i promise)

okay, so maybe i will survive school. just not bio. um, yeah, we started a lab yesterday and... it's not happening. my brain working, i mean. i'm still in summer-mode, i guess, cuz i just do NOT want to work. i want to TALK... ahem, ahem. we've had opportunities, like we were up at the front together today, and i went over to see sarah, and we almost crashed into each other getting microscopes, and things like that (those were three different events) but... i'm starting to think that he's just nice to and stares at EVER girl that sits behind him in science... but then i kinda go "okay, there were a LOT of things i was NOT making up." and i get confused. -sigh- last night i dreamed that i was walking down a hall with whitney, behind him and heather, and he put his arm around heather and then they like kissed and it was one of those REAL dreams that you get that sick feeling in, and you're SO relieved when you wake up... i don't want to lose him. but i don't want to do anything, either, just in case...

justin smiled at me today :D. and teresa and me are going to the football game tonight... ithink. spacesaresoooooooverrated.

TGIF!

xoxo



01 September 2004, 6:30 PM

heaven aint close in a place like this
♪: takingbacksunday - bonus mosh pt.2

time for the *first day of school blog*! trust me, it could have been a *lot* worse.

i really hate my homeroom and my locker location and combination. it's impossible, it took me like 16 tries to open it. but that's alright. my computer teacher is really nice. i have to sit next to job, though... JOY. oh well, it's only temporary.

history is AWESOME! i'm really going to like mr. s. he's hilarious. mike and charlie (-groan-) sit behind me, so that should be... interesting...

i have 3rd period science with adam. hmm, a pattern? we sit in the back corners and sneak glances at each other and it's fun. well, more scary than fun, but hey... HONORSBIOISSOFUCKINGHARDIAMNOTEVENKIDDINGYOU. i am going to FAIL. FAIL FAIL FAIL and then some. i'm talking f**********. yeah. we have homework already, too. -sigh-

teresa and julia and some other peeps are in my gym class... not much to say there... algebra teacher is whacked, mark is in that class. french is huge and obnoxious, except for mme. p and olivia. there is NO ONE in my lunch. like 4 people that i talk to.

i lovelovelove my creative writing/english teacher. it's going to be a good year for that.

improv was SO nice. it's the greatest thing ever. evereverever.perhaps it's the fact that patrick is semi-normal when he's dancing... WHAT am i saying?! he's a freak. but anyway, carla's finally opening up her dance company which makes me extremely ECSTATIC. so yeah... i'm alright. a bit giddy, in fact.

and fuck, i was supposed to post the new layout today but you're gonna have to wait cuz i really like this one. and i found really sexy adam pictures yesterday... -drools-

xoxo



31 August 2004, 2:06 PM

here i am beside myself again
♪: finch - ender

i got absolutely no sleep last night, and today my mother is making me clean my room. which is exactly what i want to do on my last day of freedom. i am SO. INCREDIBLY. TERRIFIED. you have no idea.

reasons this summer knocked the others out of the park: vacationed in a new place. learned to play the french horn a billion times better. met some really cool people. got to know patrick better (yes, this is a good thing - please don't ask; it's complicated.) rekindled old friendships. got back at ian m for being a little brat. participated in the best year of landscapes EVER (and everything that goes along with that). learned to let go. went to duck pond 5 times. ate so much spiritus pizza that i about exploded, and still had some left over. ate chocolate graham crackers. went to my beach. got a digital camera. learned to love life.

who knows what this year of school will bring? until then, here's to the best summer this side of 1989. i think i'll be doing a lot of crying tonight.

xoxo