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 November 10, 2003, 4:35 p.m. if you're missing i will run away ♪: my life is very odd. i didn't see aaron this morning so i thought he was dead. ('dead' means absent from school) i was almost happy about that. after friday i didn't really want to have to deal with him. but then i saw him and i guess it was alright. except nothing happened. which was because i wasn't paying attention to him. so maybe i didn't notice. i didn't want to seem obvious since i'm pretty sure he knows now. oh, on the way to band adam and i made eye contact and it was freaky. he's been really bothering me and scaring the *CRAP* out of me lately! i don't know what's up with us. but there's still something..i think..and sometimes i hope there's still something, you know? he makes me feel bad and i guess that's what he wants to do but still..i don't like him. or maybe i never stopped liking him. maybe there's still a little something.. i don't know, it's all so confusing. but for some reason when i see him i don't get annoyed like i do when i see chad. in fact sometimes i don't mind that there might still be something going on. i'm confusing myself now. i'm getting a headache. i need to stop. i wore my new AAR shirt today and everyone was annoying the hell out of me. "THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS!" "REJECT!" "OOH I LOVE THAT BAND!" whenever i walked by. *rolling eyes* xoxo. |