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 October 10, 2003, 10:23 p.m. this bottle of beast is taking me home ♪: i don't think i could possibly feel any worse right now. i'll start with arts immersion. zack quit, so whitney's thinking about quitting now too. she was going to anyway until she found out he was going. anyway, aaron came late. i was all depressed at first but then he came in and...yeah...it's really hard for me to talk about this now, but whatever. anyway, before theater we went to this playshop theater thing, and there was a spinning stage. i had to move out of the middle so i was sitting like right next to where he was standing (this is really hard to explain) and he was looking down at me...then when i had to jump off it it started moving and he was right there and i went "aah!" cause i couldn't get down. in theater i was soooo close to being in his group. i got stuck with all boys and whenever i talked to charlie or web he gave me this really sad look. but obviously, it all means nothing. so anyway, i'm having an awesome time at the dance. swing swing comes on. teresa, whitney and i are jumping up and down and screaming, and then whitney's like "annie! right there, AARON!" and so i was screaming even more and he was staring at me. 2 songs later, he started bumping and grinding with liz. that was the most disgusting thing i have ever seen in my life. the whole night they had their arms around each other. once when they were...uhh...humping, he looked at me with this really, really sad look. WHAT THE FUCK?! and she was dragging him everywhere...GOSH I HATE HER!!!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE SEES IN HER! SHE'S FAT AND UGLY AND LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS AND SHE'S A BITCH!!!!! and they were dancing to 'here without you'. i was supposed to dance with him to here w/out you. this is the worst feeling in the world. hopefully i'll actually have some fun at the concert tomorrow. wish me luck. xoxo. |