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 October 09, 2003, 3:45 p.m. anniversary songs ♪: wow. has it really been one year? i really have a hard time believing that. some things make the year seem like it went by so quickly, like this, yet others seem like they were a century ago...when really it was only a year. one whole year of pouring my heart out into this thing. one whole year of ups and downs, crushes, layouts, and just my...life. i love you, diary. here's the first entry i ever wrote in here. pretty pathetic, eh? wow. this is really neat! it's so nice to do a blog entry without having to code it and all that crap. i said i was gonna do this, and finally i did! if you've visited my other blog on my real site, you know i've been depressed lately w/ not much to say. but here ya go. hey whitney! P'S A POOPER SCOOPER!!! yeah! okay that's it for now -- i'll write more soon! when i was depressed at the beginning of the year i went through and dug out all the stuff about adam. some of it is seriously depressing. i won't post it all here. just take my word for it. or, if you'd like, you can go through and read all the archives. this is the only time i'll be posting the links to all of them... october, 2002 november, 2002 december, 2002 january, 2003 to march 25, 2003 and now, for my real entry. this morning i was standing in the commons talking to whitney and zack and aaron came in together. aaron's hair was wet. all i can say is 'OH. MY. GOODNESS.' just the image of him washing his hair...(from the waist up! lol) in gym, i was standing all by myself against the wall. i was getting stared at. a LOT. and i got stared at A LOT for the rest of the day. during lunch zack and aaron switched places after awhile so aaron could stare at me (i'm seriously starting to think it's me. which is aboslutely terrifying.) tomorrow is arts immersion. and i have to take an english test in the morning. so do other people. i get to spend basically the whole day with him. i seriously might die. just to let people know, you're gonna get a long ass entry on sunday, or possibly monday if i don't get a chance sunday night. cause there will have been the dance (or i might write friday night again) AND the concert...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! xoxo. |