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 September 28, 2003, 3:55 p.m. mayday, we're going down ♪: i read alicia's blog last night and it really made me mad because she got all worked up when she didn't even know what i really meant by "if i wanted the world to know, i would tell you!" first of all, that statement was *not* directed at her. at that moment i was mad at *all* of my friends (well, most of them). and what i meant by that was i wasn't ready to tell all my friends just yet. if i tell one, i feel like i have to tell them all. i trust most of them (well, all of them except delaina and mikayla, har har) and i know they wouldn't tell anyone...but i'm just not ready for 'the world' (meaning, once again, all my friends) to know. alicia, i understand why that hurt your feelings (i'm assuming that's what it was) and i'm sorry, but i really didn't mean to offend you. i'm sorry whitney knows and you don't, but like i said, she sort of *needs* to know. i want to tell you; it's just that last time i told everyone it was a disaster. maybe i will tell you sometime...or just make you guess...:) i just wish no one even knew i liked someone. this isn't supposed to be this complicated!! i want to make a new, imageless layout for this, but i'm not feeling creative. xoxo. |