December 30, 2002, 6:35 p.m.
our old friend fear and you and me
♪: the twins suck.mmhmm...this morning i had to get fitted for a stupid marching band uniform...it's humongous but they say it fits...i had no clue i was that fat. this afternoon i went on a 3 mile walk and then i went to an 8 year old's birthday party. 'p.s. youre my special helper' yeah that was ok but the neighborhood 7 year olds were jumping on me. my back is gonna hurt for a month. i am so immature but it's cool. i opened the door on billiam when he was going to the bathroom. twice. he almost murdered me when he came out. that reminds me of the time he shook me by the shoulders and said "DON'T YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN!!!!!" and he's like not even 5 feet tall so it was pretty hilarious. it always is. why do i always get mad at adam when he doesn't do anything to me at all? is it because i'm jealous? i don't think so. i think it's just because he's so friggin confusing. i have absolutely no idea what's going on with us him and me. i think...i think we want to be friendly with each other but we can't. it's weird because i'm not usually like this. i don't usually act like i hate a guy. i try to be nice to them all the time. i'm having fun being boy crazy though. it's nice to not have to worry about staying faithful to one crush. i don't think i'll ever have a serious boyfriend. i'm too fickle. i'm getting a pair of emo glasses. 8)
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