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 December 19, 2002, 3:37 p.m. you are everything to me ♪: alright. today was mixed. very mixed. it started out really, really good. everything was going right. 'b' got to school early. i got 100 on my science project. then things got bad at lunch. i got totally depressed and b*tchy (whoa...sorry)at people and i don't know why. i really don't know what was wrong. i honestly don't know. i think it was the b/x situation...it always is, isn't it? but the weird thing is i wasn't thinking about that at all. oh and sorry whitney but i know i started it and all but people say i'm annoying all the time and...i dunno. it hurts sometimes. i don't think that's what it was though. another thing is olivia+jenny+lllama are all making up nicknames for people like they started it. some kid will walk by and they'll be like 'ok, that kid is slsktiwtsw'. they made up a name for p and it was 'qbss'. they all stand for something. it's kind of stupid and if you ask me, nicknames are getting old and annoying. why don't i just use their real names? ADAM ADAM ADAM!! *whew* that felt good. now you all know why i have problems w/ people named adam. b is adam. p is adam. they all are. the same person. anyway, during computer i caught ADAM looking at me and pointing and talking to his friends. if i wasn't sure i liked him before, i've made up my mind now. i don't like him anymore. and i don't know why i did. and i don't like anyone. i don't know what happened. i guess i just woke up and smelled the coffee? people were wondering why i was so long in the bathroom today. i wasn't even "going". i just needed some time to think.
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