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December 18, 2002, 8:01 p.m.

i love you, i hate you, i just can't get around you
♪:
wow...i was so depressed today and i have no idea. i think it was the p (or should i say 'b'? we changed it cause he knows he's p)...b/x situation. i think i'm 70(b)/30(x). i don't know. x is just an overall better person. p is such a...the nice way to put it is player. i could use a meaner word but yeah...

i'm watching control freak now on mtv2...my favorite show ever...i have nothing to say...dang i wanted to write a really long entry today...UGH...OH YEAH always is on! that's funny cause that's the song i used the lyrics from...

hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...

it's telling me all these things...

that you would probably hide...

am I... your one and only desire...

am I the reason you breathe...

or am I the reason you cry...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...

I just can't live without you...

I love you...

I hate you...

I can't get around you...

I breathe you...

I taste you...

I can't live without you...

I just can't take any more...

this life of solitude...

I guess that i'm out the door...

and now i'm done with you...

I feel... like you don't want me around...

I guess i'll pack all my things...

I guess i'll see you around...

Its all... been bottled up until now...

as I walk out your door...

all I hear is the sound...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...

I just can't live without you...

I love you...

I hate you...

I can't get around you...

I breathe you...

I taste you...

I can't live without you...

I just can't take any more...

this life of solitude...

I guess that i'm out the door...

and now i'm done with you...

I love you...

I hate you...

I can't live without you...

I left my head around your heart...

Why would you tear my world apart...

Always... always... always... always...

I see... the blood all over your hands...

does it make you feel... more like a man...

was it all... just a part of your plan...

the pistol's shakin' in my hands...

and all I hear is the sound...

I love you...

I hate you...

I can't live without you...

I breathe you...

I taste you...

I can't live without you...

I just can't take any more...

this life of solitude...

I guess that i'm out the door...

and now i'm done with you...

I love you...

I hate you...

I can't live without you...

I love you...

I hate you...

I can't live without you...

I just can't take any more...

this life of solitude...

I pick myself off the floor...

and now i'm done with you...

Always...

Always...

Always...