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 December 14, 2002, 8:53 a.m. silent night (not) ♪: last night definately ranked as one of my worst experiences ever at a party/dance/skating/etc. where do i begin? well, misty would NOT leave me alone until she could ask x to dance with me. so i finally gave in. meanwhile, p is looking more adorable than x, which is pretty hard to do. so, when misty finally asks x, she doesn't tell him who i am, so of course he says no. that was a really stupid thing to do, i think. i mean, like he's gonna say yes if he has no idea who i am! come on! anyway, next thing i know ashley comes up to me and is telling me that if i want to dance with him i have to ask him myself. i never wanted to dance with him in the first place! so ashley and i get in a fight. meanwhile, back at the ranch, p is following me all around and giving me those looks. one was really evil, and the light flashed at just the right moment so i could see his demonic eyes. that image i won't be able to get out of my head for awhile. so things right then just pretty much went from bad to worse. but the night wasn't over yet. i finally talked to ashley and she told me donnelle was spreading rumors about me saying stuff about ashley. so ashley told me we should go yell at donnelle. but i couldn't do that. so she did it for me. so by then donnelle was mad at me instead of ashley. i wanted to get my mind off things so i went up to x to talk to him. i had my plan. just say "hi, i haven't talked to you in awhile." it seemed good enough. well, i was wrong. i went up to him and got no response whatsoever. i followed him for 30 seconds. "ok, i'm just gonna follow you until you say something to me." he never did. OKAY, and to make matters worse, P IS DANCING WITH THE ONE PREP I HATE MOST. and donnelle goes up to x to ask him why he won't talk to me. so i cried. and i want to thank teresa and whitney so so so so much for being such good friends and staying by me when i was upset. that made me feel so much better :). the end result? i don't like x anymore, even though i really want to. i realized i never stopped liking p (who, btw, looked absolutely adorable last night). and i lost my voice.
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