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 December 11, 2002, 7:39 p.m. deal with you like a bad spell ♪: p and i are speaking again. today in computer i was just talking to him normally. and he WANTED TO KNOW WHO I LIKE. he was practically BEGGING randolph to tell him who HE thinks it is. it was so weird. and i already said what happened yesterday. in science he sat in front of me. when i told mr. c i had a list of scary things whitney said she heard p say 'i bet i'm on that list'. later when we were going into geography i had the urge to say to him 'fyi, you WERE on that list.' but i didn't. when we were leaving geography he practically RAN to get behind me. then he SMILED at me. it scared me. he WAS on that list. x is confusing. i saw him today and he made a weird face. i think he was in mid sneeze but i don't know. i saw him after school. mikayla was gonna go up to him and tell him i said hi. she said she does that all the time. i wanted to strangle her. just as she went around the corner to talk to him i stopped her. he saw me. if i wasn't sure before i'm sure now that he knows. 2 more days until the dance. misty's mad at me. at lunch i was sitting by her and she wanted me to walk behind x so she wouldn't let me by. i got mad and yelled at her. why should she be mad at me? i'm the one that should be mad at her. even though we're supposed to be bff's she gets on my nerves, a lot, sometimes. and i feel bad talking behind her back, not that i do a lot. she'll forget about it by tomorrow. i'm sore. really sore. and i don't know why. this layout is new. yay.
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