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 December 10, 2002, 4:35 p.m. all the pain in the way she smiles ♪: hello everybody, sorry i haven't written in awhile. i've been busy messing w/ my site. and i actually have a life outside the computer *gasp*, lol. anyway lately 'x' has been talking to his friends and they all stare at me, and it makes me so nervous! today he stood somewhere so i HAD to run into him, but lllama just HAD to come with me. then she said 'you should see the way he looks at you'. i have to get him alone. i have to. there's only 3 days till the dance and i KNOW he wants to ask me. and i have to give him a chance, right? can you imagine if he asked me????? i would, like, die! i know i'm getting all girly now but i can't help it. he makes me nervous and happy at the same time. like yesterday he ran into me AND stepped on my shoe. it made me happy. lol. p talked to me today. all he said was 'ANNIE!' in a sort of excited way. i was like 'HEY!' i'm just gonna play his little game. i honestly don't care anymore. it sounded like he wanted to ask me something, but i couldn't tell. maybe i'm just paranoid. i figured out something about him last night. he KNOWS i hate him. and it kills him. cause he's used to girls being all over him all the time. he's single again (shudder) and he was telling his friends that he was saying hi to this one girl (yikes) and then this perverted kid said 'P IS STALKING A GIRL!!!' (except his real name) and i was like OMG. but i think it will all be ok. like i said, i'm just gonna play along. |