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 11.01.2002, 9:45 p.m. ugh :( ♪: for lack of a better phrase, skating sucked a llama's butt. i cried most of the time for reasons i can't say. well, i can. p has a girlfriend and even though i DON'T, i repeat i DON'T like him, since i did for so long it just crushed me to see them all over each other. and i obviously couldn't tell anyone about it cause if i told anyone they'd be a big mouth and i hate to talk about p and no one would understand anyway. but, contrary to what i just said, i have the best friends in the world cause they were all trying to help even though they didn't have a clue what was wrong. he makes me physically sick. i almost threw up in the bathroom like six times. he's such a confusing...AAH!! ok, he'll stare at me with this look on his face like 'sorry' every frickin five seconds and the next minute he'll be making out w/ some slut i've never seen in my life! and the worst part is I HAVE NO CLUE WHY HE'S DOING IT!!!! it hurts. even though i don't like him. it hurts. |