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10.27.2002, 8:21 p.m.

haunted
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my house is haunted. it never really hit me until...well, today. i woke up this morning to my alarm clock (which is my stereo). no big deal, right? wrong. i know i hadn't set the volume OR a certain track to play, yet when it came on the volume was way down low (i had been blasting it the night before) and track 17 (if it makes you happy) was playing. eerie, eh? but there's more. i wason the computer today, and the timer went off. big whoop. well, i was home alone and no one had set the timer. i know they hadn't. why would they? there was nothing to time. now, i was thinking about all that and i realized a few years ago batteries just disappeared from this little toy i had. back then, i asked both my parents and they said they hadn't taken them. that didn't really freak me out until now.
i'm haunted by kurt cobain. it's been 8 years since what i like to call 'the big event'. there's been total nirvana stuff on mtv2 today, and i saw the video for 'you know you're right'. it's totally freaky cause, well, it's the last song they ever recorded and you can just imagine what he was going through then. and in the video right when he's screaming they have clips from concerts of him screaming. totally eerie.
i'm haunted by illinois. you heard me saying earlier how i miss it so bad. i begged my mom to go today. she said, 'yeah. we'll have to do that.' bah.
you know, here i am, pouring my heart out about this and that and nobody's probably gonna even read it. but still i do it. freakish child.

i finished my gavin layout. it will be up on wednesday.